point proven

haha, so I got some awesome advice from an old friend saying how I should sent the blog post I wrote last night to the person it’s about. After talking to my hubby about him and begging him not to do it, I decided on my own to do it. She just sent him a message saying “she was touched I sent it, but she would care less” which basically proves my point that she isn’t who she trys to act like she is.
If she was a grown up, she would solve this in a nice civil manner, but instead she just ignores it, and brings another people in it that don’t need to be.
She has sent me a nasty e-mail back simply saying how she is so perfect and did nothing wrong. It must be really nice to blame others and never realize that you have done wrong as well. I never said it was all her fault (because I know it wasn’t), but you would think the girl would learn her lesson after almost ruining my marriage once, that when he talks to you about personal things, ignore him or say you don’t want to discuss it. I guess some people never learn their mistakes, as they don’t think they are making them. Oh well.
Well I know now that I am the bigger and better person, and I am over it. Now I know that my hubby will probably be upset because he wishes we would work this out, but I am done trying. She is a bitch, and she obviously doesn’t want to try to work it out. Sucks to be her because she doesn’t know what she is missing out on, and what she may be losing soon.

I hope everyone had an awesome Jan. 09 and that this year only gets better with time. Take care and stay warm.

I can’t, I just can’t

My title is “I can’t, I just can’t” and the reason is … I can’t, I just can’t let this go. I mean I understand people may not like me, and I am perfectly fine with that. But to have someone completely hate me, to have someone talk bad about me to the people in my life who I love the most, to have someone believe things about me that aren’t true, to have someone make assumptions about me, and try to make other people believe these made up things about me …well I can’t, I just can’t take that. I won’t allow it, nope, sorry!
I am a very strong, independent, bubbley, sweet girl and I do not and will not EVER put up with anyone’s shit, especially a girl who knows nothing about me, but maybe one side of a story (who when the person speaks of me, we are normally fighting), so she is getting a pissed off, may not be fully true side of the story. This girl has no right to judge me, but yet she does. Then after she judges me, she assumes other things about me, and then she thinks of me as a bad person. Me a bad person, are you freaking kidding me. I am probably one of the most generous sincere people you will meet.

I asked several of my friends, some from my young years, some from only sports, others who have known me forever this question: Was I a kind/ generous girl? … and here are some of their answers.

Tammy – VERY, YOU WOULD GIVE SOMEONE THE SHIRT OFF YOU BACK IF THEY NEEDED IT!
Jo- Always, your one of the most *special* people around.
Matt – you’d give anything you have to anyone who needed it more than you which would make you extremely generous in my book
Chris- you’d listen until i talked myself to sleep and you’d still be listening (which is so kind)

ugh, anyways, I am just a little upset. I just wish this girl would talk to me, and try to work out the issue. I wish she would be the big 23 yr old she is, instead of acting like a stupid 12 yr old and talking to everyone else and not me. How is the problem ever going to be solved if you don’t take it up with the person your having the issue with?
I am not saying I want to be best friends with her, but I would atleast like to try and get the problem solved enough to where in time we could try and see how a friendship would work. How does she expect to ever see her friend (my hubby) if he won’t even try and be civil with me? DUHHHHH

Why Can’t We Be Fri-en-emies?

Fri-en-emies (you know, friends who are enemies).
Oh this glorious new thing. I honestly can say I HATE that term. Either you are friends, or your not. I don’t truly think of people having enemies, but to each their own.

I know in my life I have some people that i try so hard to be friends with, but it just doesn’t happen. I try, and try, and try, and it only gets me more and more and more away from their friendship.

Well honestly, I just don’t know what to do anymore, I serious DO NOT KNOW. Do I keep on trying, or do I just give up and give in? What would you do?

life is …

People always say that life is what you make it, and I honestly believe that every day. Life is this wonderfully magic thing, and if you wake up every morning thing “hey today is going to be a good day” then I can almost bet it will be.
If you live your life by drinking, smoking, having sex with randoms and doing illegal actions, then you made your life hell with probably many nights in jail and possibilities of different diseases.

I personally try to make my life as easy going as I can because I always tend to worry a little too much, but hey, someone has to always be the worry-wart.

oh craZynEss

One bright day in the middle of night,
two dead men stood up to fight.
Three blind men to see fair play,
forty mutes to yell Hoo-Ray.
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other!

Honestly, this is how I feel today. Nothing is making sense, and life just doesn’t seem fair.

New Years

Wow this year has truly been different than any other year. I am happy to have the year end on a high note, but sad to start a new year full of new adventures. Life can be rough and you never know what adventures may come, and it does scare me. But I have some of the best people to help me through any times that may come.

I got married this year. OMG, married, I know
I have gained some of the best family a person can have
I truly learned who my friends are (and sadly some of my family)
I have lost weight and am going to continue to
(speaking of losing weight, Hubby and I have made a bet with our bestest Matt and Gena to see which couple can lose the most weight in a 4 month period, and no offense, but your two are going down)
I have had some issues this year within myself, and with my hubby, but we have worked through them, and will continue too

I am hoping that 2009 will bring a new house, maybe a baby (but towards the end of it) and who knows what else. But I am willing to accept anything that will come along.

I hope everything has an amazing 2009 and I look forward to posting more!