good news, bad timing?

I went to the doctors on Jan 26., because something just wasn’t right with this body of mine. She took some blood and it came back that I was like 5 weeks pregnant. I was excited, but nervous at the same time. It is an amazing feeling to know that Mike and I created this little thing, but at the same time with the economy and everything, it is a little scary to know we are going to be bringing another little person into this world.

Yesterday I had my first real appointment with the doctor. I was so nervous about it as I didn’t know what was going to happen and what was going to happen. Well I spoke with the doctor, got bloodwork done, and had my first ultrasound and see a photo of the baby. I also heart the heartbeat, 180 a minute, YAY!!!! Honestly as soon as I seen the picture of this little thing, my heart just melted and it was over from there.

When I showed Mike, he seemed happy, but I am not sure. I think he is still really worried, which he has every right to be, but I just wish he would see the photo and show a little more happiness. Oh well, I understand, and am just going to enjoy this process and make the best of everything I can.

I love my family, my cats, my hubby and this little thing inside that is going to be here before we know it.